Music Never Dies

I did something today that I haven’t done in a very long time. I played.

I stumbled across a music AI service called Suno, and on a whim, I uploaded a couple of songs I wrote a long time ago. Raw recordings. Just me and a guitar and whatever I had back then. One of them was a grungy little number called “Nothing Comes Easy” that I wrote in 2013. I uploaded the recording and let the AI arrange it.

What came back blew me away. Check it out here: Nothing Comes East

Full arrangement. Drums, bass, layers I never could have produced on my own. And underneath all of it — my words. My melody. My song. Just dressed up in clothes I could never afford to buy it.

I sat there grinning like an idiot. I played it again. And again. Then I uploaded another one. And another. I took old recordings of me singing — songs I’d written, songs I’d performed — and watched this tool take my melodies and arrangements and push them somewhere I couldn’t have taken them alone.

I haven’t been that creatively excited about music in fifteen years.

Here’s the thing — I never stopped writing music. There have been prolific years and quiet years. Ideas still show up. A melody in the car. A lyric on a walk. But somewhere along the way, the distance between the idea and the finished product got so wide that I stopped trying to cross it. I didn’t have a studio. I didn’t have a band. I didn’t have the production skills to make what I heard in my head come out of a speaker.

Today a piece of technology closed that gap. Not by replacing what I created — by elevating it. The AI can make cool-sounding stuff on its own. But what made today matter wasn’t the tool. It was the fact that it took something I made and carried it somewhere I couldn’t get to alone.

My wife and son heard it and were impressed. I heard it and remembered who I was before life got so serious.

Music never dies. Sometimes it just waits for you to come back to it.

Nothing Comes Easy

Some days you grind. Some days you rest so you can grind again tomorrow. Today was a good day — Bible study before the sun came up, a walk at lunch, finished Cal Newport’s So Good They Can’t Ignore You, all in all a good day.

But tonight I’m keeping it short. The tank is low, and I’ve learned enough about this process to know that pushing through tired just to prove a point is not the same thing as discipline. I’ll be back tomorrow with something worth reading. Nothing comes easy — including knowing when to stop.

Keep Building Context

I met a woman at work recently — we’ll call her Jane — who’s been doing her job for thirty-five years. She made a comment in passing that stuck with me. She said somebody needs to get all the knowledge out of her head before she retires, because if nobody comes to extract it, it’s leaving with her.

She didn’t say this with bitterness. She wasn’t holding it hostage. She was offering it. A thirty-five-year library of institutional knowledge, available to anyone willing to sit down and ask.

So I asked.

I think about this a lot. How much knowledge is out there right now, locked inside someone’s head, that could solve problems we’ve been staring at for years? How many people would tell you almost everything they know about a subject if you’d just take the time to sit with them and make it happen?

I asked Jane if I could schedule a few interviews with her. She said yes immediately. Here’s what I plan to ask: Who are you? What do you do? Why does it matter to you? How did the business processes you manage build up over time? Where did they serve the company well, and where have they become obstacles? How have cycles of innovation and progress collided or cooperated during your career? Where would you fix things if you could?

That’s not a casual conversation. That’s an excavation. And with voice-to-text technology available today, I can stay fully engaged — asking thoughtful follow-up questions, reading her body language, being present — while still capturing every word. I can send her the highlights afterward. She can confirm my understanding. The second interview fills the gaps instead of retreading the ground.

Jane spent thirty-five years learning things the hard way. Every decision she’s made, every process she’s watched evolve, every cycle of innovation she’s lived through — that’s not in a system anywhere. It’s in her head. And she’s willing to give it away.

I’m showing up.

Take the Next Step (Revisited)

Two years ago, I wrote a post called “Take the Next Step.” I told the story of a man named Pat who received a terrible prognosis from his doctor and decided to change his life by walking to Walmart. No car. No shortcuts. If he wanted to eat, he had to walk a mile to get there. Over the course of several years, he lost 330 pounds.

I remember writing that post and thinking how inspiring Pat’s story was. I wrote about reframing my own health journey. I said I was going to track calories, lift weights three times a week, and walk daily. I said I believed I would see progress.

And then I didn’t.

Not right away, at least. That version of the challenge didn’t stick. Life happened. I reset. I started again. I stopped again. The blog post lived on my website like a receipt for something I never picked up.

Here’s what I didn’t understand two years ago: the next step isn’t the hard part. The hard part is the step after the step after the step. It’s Day 14 when nobody’s reading. It’s Day 50 when the scale hasn’t moved in a week. It’s Day 80 when you’ve done everything right and the results still don’t match the effort. Pat didn’t lose 330 pounds because he walked to Walmart once. He lost it because he walked to Walmart again. And again. And again. Until the walking became who he was.

I’m writing this on Day 104 of my year. Round 3, Day 14 of the 7-40 Challenge. I’ve lost over sixteen pounds. I lift with my son three times a week. I walk every day. I track every calorie. I do abs every morning — today was Day 30 of a 60-day challenge.

Two years ago I wrote about taking the next step. Today I’m living inside the compound interest of actually doing it.

The difference isn’t motivation. It isn’t even discipline. It’s that I stopped treating the next step like an event and started treating it like a Tuesday. Pat figured that out before I did. The walk to Walmart wasn’t a grand gesture. It was just how he got dinner.

I’m still taking the next step. The difference is I’ve stopped counting them.

So Many Brown Cows

Knowing what you’re good at and knowing what your contribution to the world is supposed to be are two very different conversations.

I’ve been thinking about that gap a lot lately. Not in a defeated way — more like standing at the edge of what I know and sensing something just past it. I have skills. I have frameworks. I have ideas I believe in. But none of that answers the question I keep asking myself: what is the remarkable thing I’m supposed to offer?

Seth Godin tells this story about driving through the countryside with his family. They passed cow after cow, and at first, everyone pointed out the window. Ooh, a cow. Ooh, another cow. And then, eventually, nobody said anything at all. Brown cows stop being interesting the moment they become common. What if you saw a purple cow? A purple cow would stop traffic.

I read about a Ruby on Rails developer who built a computer program that composed music. Not a musician. A programmer. How? He stood at an intersection nobody else occupied — elite coding ability and a deep love of live music performance — and he pushed into that gap until something remarkable came out the other side. He didn’t find a purple cow grazing in a field somewhere. He built one. Out of the collision of things that didn’t seem to belong together.

That’s what I keep coming back to. You don’t find your remarkable thing by searching for it. You finish the work that’s already in front of you, and you let the intersection reveal itself.

I am building a framework connecting data management to personal transformation. I have an AI course concept that started as a five-minute thought in a meeting full of frustrated people. I have a daily practice of documenting what happens when you actually try to change your life in real time. None of these are fully finished yet. But I can feel them converging.

Here’s what I know for sure: I am not going to find my purple cow by looking for it. I’m going to build it. Out of everything I already am, and everything I’m becoming.